Yes!!! She was good

Jeff was resting on the lawn with the sip of coffee enjoying the evening. Always a thought strike to his mind and the same incident of the winter morning; a short span of time changes all the things.

November 9, request pour into the Facebook Annie and without hesitation accepts the request as she was her schoolmate. As the chat begin they share all the memories of school time. He comes to know that they both stay in the same area 62B street from last 2 years.

Jeff with all curiosity checks Annie’s facebook timeline and saw the sudden transformation of a school girl to a beauty and impact of modernization. Working on the project and kept thinking about her. He moved that thought away and look at yourself, you don’t deserve her.

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 Blessing in disguise the policemen

16, November a text message “I am back to 63B Street” and Jeff replied that’s great.

18, November a text from Annie “you told me to meet when I will be there but you forget” Jeff replied “No not like that let’s meet today? You can come one of my friends is also coming we can meet Annie replied.

Jeff thought for a while might be she is in a relationship and her boyfriend is coming to meet her. Jeff replied, “I have some work today, sorry we will meet some other day”.

19, November Jeff text Annie Can we go for a drive today? Annie replied “At 7:30 at 62B street ;).

It was long time Jeff did not date anyone her first look was amazing a black top and blue denim shorts. However, it was not so cold at that time but still, Jeff felt bit cold in body and sweat in the palm.

She keeps stalking the guys and acknowledging them for being handsome, at least stop looking at others when you are with me Jeff replied. You are mine why should I bother you.

In the construction site, he stopped the bike and said it being long I have seen a beautiful girl like you. Remembering the old time and talks and exchanging the hobbies we have not noticed the time and it was too late. We heard the police siren and they come and stopped in front of us. Then the interrogation starts and bribe always works even in our country we got out of that by giving $400.

Jeff feels so embarrassed because out of $400 70% is Annie gave and she was so frightened too. She sits closer than the previous time and hugged me tightly and said let’s go please I am so frightened. J

Jeff holds her hand and said I LOVE YOU Annie that was not he has planned but it suddenly comes out from his mouth. I know she replied.

We keep meeting and always laugh at the policemen incident. Jeff asked her about the relationship she said I can’t because of past bad experience. Not an issue we will be good friend Jeff replied.

Always think is that blessing in disguise for him…

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Worth Waiting 

We keep meeting regularly from that long drive and try to give time to each other. From movies to cafe’ and bike without police interfering she always looked sizzling hot and cute although with a habit of getting annoyed at small things.

23 November, things usually take the time to move good but in my case, it always makes quick and awesome turns in my life. I was checking her pic on her text messenger and text her “Stop making this sort of DP, okay otherwise I purpose you” I am waiting for your proposal 🙂 she replied.

Can I give you a call right now? Jeff asked “yes she said”. As she said hello I asked her are you drunk? She replied yes. Then the conversation for about 30 minutes she has already suffered a lot in her life till now because of love and due to which she afraid to come into love again. I tried to calm her down and told “I won’t leave you for sure if either you become my girlfriend or not. She asked are you sure that you won’t leave me? Jeff replied Yes Baby 😉

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Memories that will remain forever

When there is a relationship there is misunderstanding and when you are mature enough to handle that then only enter into a relationship this thought always keep my mind as I promised her not to leave in any situation.

We are in a relationship for more than a month now but I keep on impressing her and make her feel happy. On the new-year eve, we planned to go to an old church which is situated which is 60 miles away from our place. We come back and it was new year night at midnight Jeff called her on her phone

Told her Annie I love you .. Will you marry me?  She asked “are you serious,” Jeff said yes I am and she said YES I will…

Hence our new year starts but who know that happiness going to stay just for a week.

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Not a Happy ending

Just when the caterpillar thought that world was over, it becomes the butterfly…

7th of January Monday, Jeff text “one of my friends is celebrating his birthday and want you to come, are you willing to come? She said yes. We went to a restaurant and a text comes to her phone “Gm  :*” Jeff asked what is this honey? He is Patrick and teasing me. Let me talk to him Jeff said and text that guy “stay in your limit dude” and matter got resolved for that time.

I received an official email – Hi Jeff, Due to business needs and violation of terms of employment, we are terminating your services with immediate effect. It strikes like a missile to me and tears are almost into my eyes then she holds my hand and said it’ okay everything going to be fine soon, I am with you. Jeff asked her “I think you should rethink your decision I am not the same person financially now who can fulfill your dreams. She scolded and said shut up and stops thinking like this.

In order to find a new job and also giving her time started committing mistakes, we went for a movie on 14th of January she paid for the ticket as it was Friday they are too expensive and during the weekend. In the interval, she said I had a conversation with Patrik today and I was upset with this statement started ignoring her for rest of the movie. Then we had an argument in public and then in order to make things good again, we went for lunch with her friend. But her mood was so badly spoiled that I can clearly see that, when I drop her back to her place, saw a tear in her eyes.

Things moved swiftly for a couple of days then on 16th January morning she called me I am back from my classes and just with my friend in 63b street in order to meet her I told her may I come to meet you? she said come, my friend, she is eating ice cream. Okay, I would also eat then 🙂 Jeff replied and went to meet her because she is important than the ice cream.

She was in light blue crop top and denim and looking cute. I talked to her and took ice cream and as it was winter I told her ” you should wear something it’s cold look at your friend even she is wearing and she replied it’s not that cold”. I said is Patrick talked to you she said he is changed and not doing bad things like past. I replied I don’t think he is going to change and give ice cream to her and I am set to leave the place.

Annie said to eat the ice cream or else I will through it and Jeff replied I don’t want to eat.  She then said I don’t like such relationship neither I want such relationship now. Jeff tried hard to make everything good at that time but things started getting worst.

 

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I was expecting that her friend will make her understand the things or make everything good but expectation always hurt.  I called her almost 200 times that day but she does not pick the call. Jeff went to church and prayed to God at least make her pick the call and the rest coming is all upon you Lord. I called her from the church and this time she picked and then the only thing she said which is still in my head “it’s over”. It was night time and taste of coffee is still in my mouth in summer. It’s almost 2 more than two months now. I keep repeating the incident at least once in a day and thought what went wrong?

The problem is not that I lost my girlfriend but I lost a friend whom I make the promise I will not leave her. Happy endings might prevail but not in this story 🙂

 

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Almost 6 hours passed still the way she put her head on Alex’s shoulder is fresh as the fiddle. They have waited for this day for last one month it like fresh memories when Alex and Annie started their talk and few common interest makes that more interesting for both of them. The hobby of reading and watching web series have increased the span of time for their chat.

I have heard that action speaks louder than words but sometimes emotions make the strongest statements. As the couple having the cup of coffee, Alex keeps looking into eyes of Annie and realized that there is some pain in her heart that is not reflected in her voice.

Time is moving so fast that it being quarter past 6 and it’s being more than 3 hours of togetherness.

Can I hug you? Annie asked Alex and the moment was almost there when emotions run too high that the 3 hours of togetherness turning like we have been knowing each other for ages.

Moments like this comes in everyone’s life and they are made or break moment. We make it for our better future and will try our best to keep each other happy.

Once you start noting the actions or emotion the understanding between couple increase and that what happened with Alex and Annie. Emotions speak louder than the action and it upon an individual to understand it and make the best of it.

Every individual has the past and seeks internal peacetime to time. The situation makes us change our individuality sometimes but peace can make us regain our originality.

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Not the best ending

It was rainy day moist air as I first entered the workplace. Is working in the start-up will help me? Thoughts keep prevailing in my mind as I keep talking to myself let the time decide the fortune.

After the introductory session, we went to the cafeteria; slow breeze sets a perfect view as a girl with white full sleeves tees and denim to come across my eyesight. Drop of water on the cheeks with her cute smile.

I heard a voice from the back Hey!! Kunika and she waved.

Kunika the name and image stay with me for that day.

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Her Hangover

Workplaces treated us like robots with certain targets of the day. I was punctual more often and she is just reverse can’t come on time. What I have observed and I keep stalking her and trying to figure out how to talk with her.

“Did you ever felt the feelings of loving someone knowing that they’ll never be going to feel the same?” Her glimpse constantly striking in my mind and with so many ideas in mind, I failed to talk with her.

It was a bright sunny morning as I reached the workplace everyone is busy in wishing her as it’s her birthday.

With a lot of confidence, I went towards “Happy Birthday Kunika” with a pleasant smile and cute gesture she replied ‘Thanks’.

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The best time of the day prescribed by fashion as suitable for relatively formal social events held in the evening that the time we are seating not in multinational cuisine or cafeteria, just seating with her in office canteen.

Now’s the best time you’ll ever have in life to get ahead!. So what you want to have she asked? Can I have you for my lifetime hope I could have said, that Pasta I replied?

How did you know about my favorite food? I have seen you eating that same many times with that I also noticed what you were, whom you hang out with, your nature. She smiles 🙂

 She was fresh as a rose; the fragrance of her deodorant I’m still feeling her. How to spend more time with her?I keep thinking ways to impress her want to have perfect time and place for that.

 We keep seating next to each other for few weeks. We were enjoying the time and sharing a lot of personal memories.

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Do you have a boyfriend? She said yes.

That night was bad, I was unable to sleep and decided to quit the job ASAP can’t see her with someone else. Next day she told me about her love story. I informed that I’m planning to leave the job. Are you leaving this job after knowing about my relationship? I told her yes.

She reacted in a good manner told me not to leave the job, I have already posted my updated resumes to some consultancy and websites.

“We broke L

Who?

Me and he

Ok (I don’t know how to react to this)”

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If life is so simple that is can have a different name, hurdles in life are increasing day by day and the only good thing. In this world don’t expect anything from anyone.

White top full sleeves and black jeans and her front hairs just want to hug her but I just keep my thought with me.

We came back from lunch and started working and we keep talking and her friends come and said “We called you for lunch but you never listen to us when you were with him”

Kunika was sitting next to me, my hand moved over her head as she rested in my arms my.

Don’t miss this opportunity at least let her know you love her so much. It took me 2 hours.  I just want to tell you that this is the best time I have ever had thanks for coming today and I  LOVE YOU (I managed that after a long wait of 4 months). She replied Thank you for loving me (frankly I am expecting more words from her but she always did the same thing).

She replied there is no sense in going into all this I am going to marry in soon (did she just said marry) my dreams shattered as I’m not ready to give up.

I was unable to sleep for the whole night as she is sleeping right next to me, can feel her breath on my forearm and looking at her sleepy face.

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 We keep calm while the tough face and take decisions accordingly but when you are in love with someone then taking the decision is so simple because the only things left is to be the beloved one.

Kunika was one of the weak points now things move to fast in life. when you love a person you try to make her happy every time.

It’s January now winter is here a year with a new job opportunity. I got two options:

  1. Join immediately and get INR 15K bonus
  2. Join next month with upgraded CTC

15k meant a lot that time but I decided to spend 25 days more with kunika instead of bonus and I have opted for 2 nd option.

I will join the new organization with no bonus but with good memories. This is one of the big decision of my life as no one still knows about it not even my parents.Bonding between us is increased with time same my love for her

On Last day was a bit emotional for me as we were eating breakfast and her best friend arrived at the cafeteria.I need to share something with you as I said go ahead. My best friend proposed me and I told him to wait.

I was clueless as she refused my proposal but in a positive way asked her either he or me.

 She opted for him and I ended that one-sided love on the not so beautiful point.

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Love Never Die

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

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11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

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Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front doorstep. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she is n’t thinking of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

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Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

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A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said: “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Master of your own emotions!

When your soul & mind seeks for peace and unable to sleep whole night; accusation made by the person whom you loved so much for unable to understand the situation.

When we look at the ancient history of our country we saw many examples of perfect couples as Ram and Sita and at the same time, the understanding they have is well known to us either it’s about Agni pariksha or Lakshman Rekha. In each of this difficult time, you can see the level of understanding with that amount of responsibility they have while taking a decision in life.

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We dreamt a lot and planned for our future and then after few months she came up with new things “Time”.  Personal life is the course of an individual’s life, especially when viewed as the sum of personal choices contributing to one’s personal identity. Lack of time management can lead to this situation when an individual looks at the time as a reason for the ending a relationship.

“Freedom” The power or right to act, speak or think as one wants. Did that mean you can talk to whoever knowing the fact it’s not good for you? This comes into picture when either your parents or girlfriend or boyfriend try to give advice on some serious issues. I do remember mom told me to study while I want to watch a movie and that moment the word came into my mind is freedom; since she loved me a lot keep saying the same until I start studies.

 

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What if I could have asked her something but let it be I don’t want now –

In the moonlight walking in the park, did you hold the hand of new guy as same you use to hold mine?

On the coffee table with every sip of it, do you explain him whole your life as you explained to me?

On the bike with winds blowing your hairs, do you kiss on his neck as you did on mine?

Once he drops you at your place, do you hug him the same way as you did to me?

Did you share your beautiful picture with him as you did with me?

Are you going to play with his emotions as you played with mine?

Will you?

She Swipe Right! and you matched! Then?

Twist, turns, plots and drama sounds good for a movie but when it comes to real life then it can be beautiful or unpredictable.

At present, he needs a person standing beside you is created and posturized the loneliness of individual from teen to adults all are suffering from the same.

8 hours of school and then some private class at that young age Ryan, 9 hours of college at the age of 19 Josef and working girl Riya 25 they all are looking not for some individual but to move out from there loneliness.

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They all are socially active and continuous checking out profiles on Facebook, Instagram, Tinder and many matchmaking websites. The big question remains the same are they looking for a relationship or some joyful time after the busy life of the school, college and office.

A few days later, they all found their matches and things started getting more complicated in the life. All three of them unable to understand the slight difference between protectiveness and possessiveness and impacts can be clearly visible in the grades respectively.

Things come into picture were ego, curbing freedom, decision making, and trust. The solution can easily give some time to things and analyze after that, every individual has his or her nature and does not like to change it but with time and importance come into picture things can be made better.

Try to understand the things stop lashing out each other!

Of Couse, they swiped right for each other; not for their future?

Couple goals

Freedom is what every one of us looking for however every doing either it is right or wrong linked by freedom.

The strange change that can be clearly observed while checking out the social media that freedom can be express in pictures too and that too when couples kiss and post it and of course the majority of them are below 17. Either 90’s kid too long to grow them self or next generation is super-fast.

Back to my college day, I do still remember the conversation had with my sports office about love, affection. The reason behind this conversation was one of our team players told management that he wants his girlfriend to be part of every match as she is his lucky charm.

As every sports teacher in this world is strict so as mine, he is fumed by lucky charm thing and told that this thing won’t work in sports as I countered him, sir, they both love each other and in past also we have seen this player performance at the top whenever she is in stands.

 

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After minutes of silence.

Look, son, there are 3 stages of love with this statement sir begin to explain the stages

  1. Before marriage – This can be called immaturity or attraction or curiosity of getting physical with someone and 90% of people fall into this trap considering that it’s their true love.
  2. After marriage – The moment everything is well you are trying to understand each other and actually you don’t have any option other than fall in love with the person
  3. After Kids – The sense of maturity, understanding, and emotions still present between you and your wife after having kids believe me then only you can say that is true love.

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What is said may be correct or not but once the things are done then you cannot rectify.

Couple goals that terminology that does not have significance when my parents got married that only thing value that time is trust, understanding and emotional support that is more important than the couple goals post which we keep seeing nowadays.

Here I am not talking about ethics or culture but just for saying a couple below 17 years posting their kissing picture on social media keeping hashtags and keeping fighting over the call then that sort of goals are below standards.

Then again words of sir come in mind may be the 90% are doing the same thing but hold for a second and again think once things are posted on social media then you can’t rectify it.

Thing is getting change but for me, couple goal will be held on…………………………………..

 

I am not going to share that on social media 😉

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Nuptial Surprise

“Your smile is literally the cutest I have ever seen in my life”

Unclear thought, Unclear past moving forward into the friends wedding after almost losing all the goodwill and good stuff Alex had in his life. The loss in business and ramping down of it does not stop him from attending Ginny’s wedding physically but mentally 200 million thoughts running through his mind.

Cold breeze day and Ginny is worried obviously wedding decision is not easy for her. I was interacting with her about our journey in the meanwhile heard a voice, Amelia Tall girl with sharp eyes with proper eyeliner, black hairs, and her smiley face her first glance. I have not talked to her much just formal interaction then we move on.

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Loud Music, delicious food and winter evening with the worst moves on the beats and after 24 hours she again comes to my sight even more beautiful than the previous time Black attire glowing skin and that black necklace wait Alex does not again stop moving your thoughts the first reaction comes to my mind.

Oh shut up and I move forward to her having some words and no matter what the topic was my eyes were stuck to her lips as she opens her lips to talk and that awesome smile glancing at the beauty is the best thing you can do when you don’t have a topic to talk.  We moved into the bride room and I am trying to know her but Amelia is busy on her phone after spending about 2 hours together, I come to the conclusion that doesn’t try to understand a beautiful girl because you can’t just observe the beauty and shut your idiotic mouth.

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Her attire keeps on changing the like the beautiful season from black to green then that white-red combination is like the cherry on the cream cake. Many of the guys in wedding trying to impress her but she don’t know about it and I am not one of them since I am good at judging my capability. No chance to impress the girl like her, boy remember the limits keep telling myself and the funny part is she almost called my brother. Hurt out the moment that was and like the angels go missing in the heaven she went within a span of time.

I came to know she is single and she loves her freedom but for Alex Amelia is unapproachable always.

“Feelings that come back and feel that never left”

Way of living life

It was more than two years down the line but still refreshes memories inside my mind. The climate was super awesome as it was Feb and I just got a call from one of my friend let’s go to the place and have fun and my reaction was I lost the battle once, why should I go again? however, I have to with him and as I reached there what I saw was amazing.

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Dusted, crowded place and I am the only one who is in worst attire from hairs to feet that were bad. As I entered a group of 25 people hangs around us and the best thing is this time I know some of them. They all are in same attire black tee shirts and denim.
I saw glims of girls wearing the same black t-shirt and denim and another girl next to her whispering something in her ear and that moment I realize the cuteness of her when she smiled and I was freeze then I move on into the event zone and stalking is bad but I did that day twice oh more than that and believe me each time she was smiling with same grace except the time when the winners are announced she was quite nervous.  Now it’s been 23 months still things are fresh.
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I text her yesterday on one of the social platforms and the worst thing I could ask is “how was ur exam” that conversation was for about 30 minutes but only one-way conversation. of course, talking to strangers in our country is tuff.  The only thing which is stuck in my mind from the conversation was “WHO WANT TO BE RICH, ORDINARY PEOPLE ARE GOOD”  so girl with cuteness, intelligent, dancer but-but, more importantly, she had a prospect of herself to rejoice the life and every once should adopt his or her prospect in daily life to achieve girl.

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