About Akshay

Love to present true stories with some fiction and portrait in the best way :) Reading and Writing drives me

Master of your own emotions!

When your soul & mind seeks for peace and unable to sleep whole night; accusation made by the person whom you loved so much for unable to understand the situation.

When we look at the ancient history of our country we saw many examples of perfect couples as Ram and Sita and at the same time, the understanding they have is well known to us either it’s about Agni pariksha or Lakshman Rekha. In each of this difficult time, you can see the level of understanding with that amount of responsibility they have while taking a decision in life.

We dreamt a lot and planned for our future and then after few months she came up with new things “Time”.  Personal life is the course of an individual’s life, especially when viewed as the sum of personal choices contributing to one’s personal identity. Lack of time management can lead to this situation when an individual looks at the time as a reason for the ending a relationship.

“Freedom” The power or right to act, speak or think as one wants. Did that mean you can talk to whoever knowing the fact it’s not good for you? This comes into picture when either your parents or girlfriend or boyfriend try to give advice on some serious issues. I do remember mom told me to study while I want to watch a movie and that moment the word came into my mind is freedom; since she loved me a lot keep saying the same until I start studies.

What if I could have asked her something but let it be I don’t want now –

In the moonlight walking in the park, did you hold the hand of new guy as same you use to hold mine?

On the coffee table with every sip of it, do you explain him whole your life as you explained to me?

On the bike with winds blowing your hairs, do you kiss on his neck as you did on mine?

Once he drops you at your place, do you hug him the same way as you did to me?

Did you share your beautiful picture with him as you did with me?

Are you going to play with his emotions as you played with mine?

Will you?

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She Swipe Right! and you matched! Then?

Twist, turns, plots and drama sounds good for a movie but when it comes into real life then it can be beautiful or unpredictable.

At present, he needs a person standing beside you is created and posturized the loneliness of individual from teen to adults all are suffering from the same.

8 hours of school and then some private class at that young age Ryan, 9 hours of college at the age of 19 Josef and working girl Riya 25 they all are looking not for some individual but to move out from there loneliness.

They all are socially active and continuous checking out profiles at Facebook, Instagram, Tinder and many match making website. The big question remains the same are they looking for relationship or some joyful time after the busy life from school, college and office.

Few days later, they all found there matches and things started getting more complicated in the life. All three of them unable to understand the slight difference between protectiveness and possessiveness and impacts can be clearly visible in the grades respectively.

Things come into picture were ego, curbing freedom, decision making and trust. The solution can be easy give some time to things and analyse after that, every individual has his or her nature and does not like to change it but with time and importance come into picture things can be made better.

Try to understand the things stop lashing out each other!

Of Couse they swiped right for each other; not for their future?

In Between Words!

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Mentally she is so strong that can hide lots of pain inside her beautiful eyes that are women. It was long back when traveling in train and luck is on my side that got the chance to interact with a lady. Women with big eyes as they have lots of stories in them, women with the big smile but emotions running behind that mask.

A girl when she was so small that unable to speak properly and understand the meaning of parents her parents got separated. It was like a memory of yesterday when she craved for her dad’s love but settle herself with mom after separation.

When small kids have time to watch the cartoon and Barbie life, she forced to go to tuitions and then childhood become the memory of her. All these things make her stronger and tuff inside but how society look towards it? A girl seeking for care and love which she didn’t have in childhood but great society treat it as an opportunity.

Adulthood becomes more dangerous when you’re seeking care and people stab you after becoming friend to you.

A character comes to mind when we talk about strong girl “Mother of Dragons” from “Game of Thrones” what if that girl has the dragon with her? She might destroy whole society with fire after the worst past but she is the beauty with brain and can change the society by her thoughts that are women for you.

Emotions are more or less died inside her and still one thing she keeps missing the care and love which she was expecting from childhood. As Lord Krishna said to believe in your doing and you will get peace one day.

The best person you can trust most is you. Society should be less opportunist as someone seeking care and love, not your lust.

Do emotions speak?

Almost 6 hours passed still the way she put her head on Alex’s shoulder is fresh as the fiddle. They have waited for this day for last one month it like fresh memories when Alex and Annie started their talk and few common interest makes that more interesting for both of them. The hobby of reading and watching web series have increased the span of time for their chat.

I have heard that action speaks louder than words but sometimes emotions make the strongest statements. As the couple having the cup of coffee, Alex keeps looking into eyes of Annie and realized that there is some pain in her heart that is not reflected in her voice.

Time is moving so fast that it being quarter past 6 and it’s being more than 3 hours of togetherness.

Can I hug you? Annie asked Alex and the moment was almost there when emotions run too high that the 3 hours of togetherness turning like we have been knowing each other from ages.

Moments like this comes in everyone’s life and they are made or break moment. We make it for our better future and will try our best to keep each other happy.

Once you start noting the actions or emotion the understanding between couple increase and that what happened with Alex and Annie. Emotions speak louder than the action and it upon an individual to understand it and make the best out it.

Every individual has the past and seeks internal peace time to time. The situation makes us change our individuality sometimes but peace can make us regain our originality.

 

Couple goals

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Freedom is what every one of us looking for however every doing either it is right or wrong linked by freedom.

The strange change that can be clearly observed while checking out the social media that freedom can be express in pictures too and that too when couples kiss and post it and of course the majority of them are below 17. Either 90’s kid too long to grow them self or next generation is super-fast.

Back to my college day, I do still remember the conversation had with my sports office about love, affection. The reason behind this conversation was one of our team players told management that he wants his girlfriend to be part of every match as she is his lucky charm.

As every sports teacher in this world is strict so as mine, he is fumed by lucky charm thing and told that this thing won’t work in sports as I countered him, sir, they both love each other and in past also we have seen this player performance at the top whenever she is in stands.

After minutes of silence.

Look, son, there are 3 stages of love with this statement sir begin to explain the stages

  1. Before marriage – This can be called immaturity or attraction or curiosity of getting physical with someone and 90% of people fall into this trap considering that it’s their true love.
  2. After marriage – The moment everything is well you are trying to understand each other and actually you don’t have any option other than fall in love for the person
  3. After Kids – The sense of maturity, understanding, and emotions still present between you and your wife after having kids believe me then only you can say that is true love.

What is said may be correct or not but once the things are done then you cannot rectify.

Couple goals that terminology that does not have significance when my parents got married that only thing value that time is trust, understanding and emotional support that is more important than the couple goals post which we keep seeing nowadays.

Here I am not talking about ethics or culture but just for saying a couple below 17 years posting their kissing picture on social media keeping hashtags and keeping fighting over the call then that sort of goals are below standards.

Then again words of sir come in mind may be the 90% are doing the same thing but hold for a second and again think once things are posted on social media then you can’t rectify it.

Thing is getting change but for me couple goal will be hold on…………………………………..

 

I am not going to share that on social media 😉

Nuptial Surprise

“Your smile is literally the cutest I have ever seen in my life”

Unclear thought, Unclear past moving forward into the friends wedding after almost losing all the good will and good stuff Alex had in his life. The loss in business and ramping down of it does not stop him from attending Ginny’s wedding physically but mentally 200 million thoughts running through his mind.

Cold breeze day and Ginny is worried obviously wedding decision is not easy for her. I was interacting with her about our journey in the meanwhile heard a voice, Amelia Tall girl with sharp eyes with proper eyeliner, black hairs, and her smiley face her first glance. I have not talked to her much just formal interaction then we move on.

Loud Music, delicious food and winter evening with the worst moves on the beats and after 24 hours she again comes to my sight even more beautiful than the previous time Black attire glowing skin and that black necklace wait Alex does not again stop moving your thoughts the first reaction comes to my mind.

Oh shut up and I move forward to her having some words and no matter what the topic was my eyes were stuck to her lips as she opens her lips to talk and that awesome smile glancing at the beauty is the best thing you can do when you don’t have a topic to talk.  We moved into the bride room and I am trying to know her but Amelia is busy on her phone after spending about 2 hours together, I come to the conclusion that doesn’t try to understand a beautiful girl because you can’t just observe the beauty and shut your idiotic mouth.

Her attire keeps on changing the like the beautiful season from black to green then that white-red combination is like the cherry on the cream cake. Many of the guys in wedding trying to impress her but she don’t know about it and I am not one of them since I am good at judging my capability. No chance to impress the girl like her, boy remember the limits keep telling myself and the funny part is she almost called me brother. Hurt out the moment that was and like the angels go missing in the heaven she went within a span of time.

I came to know she is single and she loves her freedom but for Alex Amelia is unapproachable always.

“Feelings that come back and feel that never left”