Worth Waiting – part 3

We keep meeting on a regular day from that long drive and try to give time to each other as she like my hobby and I like her without any hobby. From movies to cafe’ and bike without police interfering from now to waiting for her always at her place that was part of jeff life now.

Anni always look sizzling hot and cute although in humor she is almost a kid with the small thing makes her upset to anger for the bad things. I always try to make her happy but why I getting possessive for her alway makes me life bad. When she text I am with Robert he just comes to meet or in a call with him I was okay but that okay has many things inside it.  But that okay has grief, sadness, pain and love for her.

23 November, things usually take the time to move good but in my case, it always makes quick and awesome turns in my life. I was checking her pic on her text messenger and text her “Stop making this sort of DP, okay otherwise I purpose you” I am waiting for your proposal 🙂 she replied.

Can I give you a call right now? jeff asked “yes she said”. As she said hello I asked her are you drunk? and she replied yes. Then we have a conversation for about 30 minutes and in that time I come to know life always play badly with every individual and she has already suffered a lot in her life till now because of love and due to which she afraid to come into love again. I tried to calm her down and told “I won’t leave you for sure if either you become my girlfriend or not. She asked are you sure about that you won’t leave me? Jeff replied Yes Baby 😉

 

Blessing in disguise the policemen – part 2

16, November Bell rings it was a text message “I am back to 63B street” and jeff replied that’s great. It was a peak time in jeff life as going to complete his office project and getting promoted for his good work with huge perks and he was a big busy at that time.

18, November Bell again ring it was a text message again from Annie “you told me to meet when I will be there but you forget” jeff replied “No not like that let’s meet today? you can come one of my friends is also coming we can meet Annie replied.

Jeff thought for a while might be she is in a relationship and her boyfriend is coming to meet her that why calling me at the same time. Jeff replied, ” I have some work today, sorry we will meet some other day” that was the full lie because he wants to meet her alone.

19, November jeff text Annie can we go for a drive today? Annie replied “At 7:30 at 62B street ;).

It was long time jeff did not date anyone nor the long drives so excitement was at the peak as he gets prepared with the attire to shoes and went on time to pick her. Her first look was amazing a black top and blue denim shorts. However, it was not so cold at that time but when a hot girl sits on the back side on your bike there was shiver in the body and sweating in palms that are actually going with jeff.

Long drive start with talks and she checked one of the guys and said look at him he was good, at least stop looking at other when you are with me jeff replied. you are mine why should I bother about you and jeff asked what? nothing just drive she replied and chuckles.

On the construction site jeff stopped the bike and said it being long I have seen a beautiful girl like you can we stop and talk so I can have more time to look at your beauty.

Remembering the old time and talks and exchanging the hobbies we have not noticed the time and it was too late and we heard the police siren and they come and stopped in front of us. Then the interrogation starts and bribe always works even in our country we got out of that by giving $400.

Jeff feels so embarrassed because out of $400 70% is Annie gave and she was so frightened too.  I started the bike and she sits closer than the previous time and hugged me tightly and said let go please I am so frightened. Jeff holds her hand and said I LOVE YOU Annie that was not he has planned but it suddenly comes out from his mouth. I know she replied.

We keep meeting and always laugh at the policemen incident. Jeff asked her about the relationship she said I can’t because of past bad experience. Not an issue we will be good friend Jeff replied.

Hug from her that day still fresh in jeff memory and always think is that blessing in disguise for him…

 

 

 

 

Outset!!! she arrived – part 1

Sunny day and humid condition Jeff is seating in the lawn of his rented house and with the sip of coffee enjoying the evening. Seating alone always makes thoughts come to his mind and he is again thinking about the same incident that winter morning in a short span of time changes all the things in his life.

November 9 a request pour into the facebook and he read the name, Annie and without hesitation, he accepts the request because she was her schoolmate and started talking to her  sharing all the memories and revising the school time and then he come to know the Annie is living in the same area 62B street and amazing fact living in the same area from last 2 years both have not meet.

Jeff with all curiosity checks Annie’s facebook timeline and saw the sudden transformation of a school girl to a beauty and impact of modernization and that was really impressive as jeff trying to talk in a normal manner like an old schoolmate and got her contact number within 3 hours then he went for work but before that he ask her when you are coming back? we will meet ? she said I will be there after 15 days and yes of course 🙂

Working on the project but her image keeps coming inside his mind and reflecting the thoughts that god is hinting something by bringing an almost stranger to come in your life after almost 12 years or more.  He moved that thought away and let her be friend don’t keep your head work for doing such thing which is impossible. Look at yourself, you don’t deserve her.

 

 

Way of living life

It was more than two years down the line but still refreshes memories inside my mind. The climate was super awesome as it was Feb and I just got a call from one of my friend let’s go to the place and have fun and my reaction was I lost the battle once, why should I go again? however, I have to with him and as I reached there what I saw was amazing.

Dusted, crowded place and I am the only one who is in worst attire from hairs to feet that were bad. As I entered a group of 25 people hangs around us and the best thing is this time I know some of them. They all are in same attire black tee shirts and denim.
I saw glims of girls wearing the same black t-shirt and denim and another girl next to her whispering something in her ear and that moment I realize the cuteness of her when she smiled and I was freeze then I move on into the event zone and stalking is bad but I did that day twice oh more than that and believe me each time she was smiling with same grace except the time when the winners are announced she was quite nervous.  Now it’s been 23 months still things are fresh.
I text her yesterday on one of the social platforms and the worst thing I could ask is “how was ur exam” that conversation was for about 30 minutes but only one-way conversation. of course talking to strangers in our country is tuff.  The only thing which is stuck in my mind from the conversation was “WHO WANT TO BE RICH, ORDINARY PEOPLE ARE GOOD”  so girl with cuteness, intelligent, dancer but-but, more importantly, she had a prospect of herself to rejoice the life and every once should adopt his or her prospect in daily life to achieve girl.

Yet Again!!!?

​It’s hard to believe you are not mine, it’s hard to digest now you are not beside
The moment we cherish will always remain in limelight, the problems we have will sink at the bottom of life.
Bike ride holding me tight, fear of police in your eyes will cherish every moment in my life

From movies to food, you always hold the ground high,

From birthday to weekends you always gave your best side.

Nothing I will have except the memories and fun we had,

Nothing we achieve to sour and heel the pain for more,
It’s hard to believe you are not mine,  it’s hard to digest now you are not beside

Life is so unrealistic no matter what you thought, I have to accept the split so soon

In the short span of time, we have we saw every crucial part of life,

it’s still hard to believe you are not mine.

Hangout

This day big change in my life, as it’s like learning from love. Kunika was just sitting next to me in one of my friends flat and I don’t know what going to happen in the next second. As I asked her to watch movie with me and as she sit just next to me, I just move one of my hand over her head so she can put her neck and rest in my arms.

As we were sharing the beautiful time,  she is enjoy the movie but for me it’s her closeness that matters and she just kept her head on my lap and watched the rest of the movie, I was looking at her all the time and acknowledging the god’s creation and her cuteness.

My heart say common don’t miss this time at least let her know you love her so much and what she matters to you. It take me 2 hour to think should I go for it or not and finally, I moved my lips towards her ears and tell kunika are you sleeping? She said no. I just want to tell you that this is the best time I have ever had thanks for coming today and ………. I  LOVE YOU …….. (I mange that after a long wait of 4 months). She replied Thank you for loving me (frankly I am expecting more words from her but she always did the same thing).

As we are about to sleep, I was just laying right next to her with a bit confidence raised my palm on her cheek and said I am expecting something more. She replied there is no sense in going into all this stull I am going to marry in next few months (did she just said marry) my dreams shattered there only but my heart is not ready to give up.

I was unable to sleep for the whole night as she is sleeping right next to me, can feel her breath on my forearm and looking at her sleepy face I feel in love again with a girl who is going to marry someone in next few months.

Many things going in my mind and waiting for the morning. Its 10 AM and she was awake and sitting close to me and we were talking some shit, suddenly I break the terms and asked I am addicted to you, attracted towards you… do you not felt the same or a bit like that?

No I did not felt any of this stuff (My heart shrink that time) she replied straight way because if I started liking anyone then I want it or else I will cry (baby I don’t want to make you cry but at least say you felt the same).

In terms of percentage how much I impressed you, 80% she replied (God is this not enough for be a boyfriend even government jobs % is less than that) and then I tell her at last you looking amazing while you sleep.

 

Did she felt the same?

Its last day in office for me and I word the orange colour shirt because kunika likes that, as I picked her and we went together. I was a bit emotional as it’s my nature and I cannot change that as everyone from super eight come to me and talked about it. As we were eating breakfast and her best friend arrived at cafeteria she leave me there only and went with him, knowing that it was my last day and at that instant I make the decision not going to take to her from the next day because I cannot myself every time.

I fought with everyone to prove the kunika is the girl I can trust and she can never lie to me and she will stand with me when I need her at most but at that instant I am cursing myself and bursting out in anger. As she came back and asked me what happen? I burst out my anger and tell her what she has done and what is going to be consequence but a guy can never make a girl upset whom he love the most. I talked to her again and make things between us more comfortable, but the super eight were not happy with her because of this.

As the hours completed, I came out of the floor after meeting with everyone and the just touching the floor as a hindu tradition because this place gave me money, friends, education and most importantly kunika. We walked together as all gathered we went for a small get together and hours pass so quickly at the end of party I hugged her and said take care kunika, I am really going to miss you and I was about to say I love you but again I stopped myself.

One of my friend cum brother come to me and said you feel good after talking to her and I replied yes then don’t stop talking to her because no one matter for you when it came to kunika’s comfort. I know he is saying the truth, I acknowledge this and went home and texted kunika again take care.

As I moved to new office, I had never expected that kunika and I going to get more in touch as we used to talk on call for hours in night for weeks and share a good time but god gives you a roller coaster ride, I called her one day she is crying I don’t know what happen ? But I just want to know everything.

He proposed me? I asked who. My best friend and I tell her it’s going to happened I told you earlier. I was curious to know her reply but she said I don’t gave him answer asked for more time and my anger level went so high. I could she do this and if she is going to be with him then why is she talking to me?

As It happened in past, I compose my anger in positive way and let her take decision either me or him because I am not that kind of person who can be an option of anyone.  We did not talked much about this for two days just morning messages but somewhere in my heart I am missing her.

On the third day she text me and we started talking like stranger and I don’t want to waste time asked her can I make a call at this hour? She replied yes.

As the call start she is expecting that I want to know about the decision she replied I refused his proposal. It’s a sign of relief for me but I did not said anything more about it and diverted the point but somewhere I just want to listen from her. Did she feel the same for me due to which she refused the decision or it’s just her choice not make boyfriend let there be friend in life?

One thing I know is that God is not going to come down to help you out from this, you have to make way of your own without hurting anyone and this is the most difficult task it can be for an emotional individual like me.

Kunika can tell me that I don’t love but I can be a trusted one for you, I know she is but she never said this thing at that night and as girls are unpredicted, I too not force her for anything to say just cut the call and slept calmly after two days.