When there is a relationship there is misunderstanding and when you are mature enough to handle that then only enter into a relationship this thought always keep my mind as I promised her not to leave in any situation.
It was my birthday and I know she is going to plan something joyful but she was not well that day still being unhealthy she comes and spends whole day with me. She is in pain because of medicines and just to make my day she is smiling and enjoying though I never shared the thoughts with her because she might become emotional because of this. I never got gifts from friends or girlfriend this was the first time in a long span of my life got a gift from a girl and she was damn excited due to that but thoughts keep running in my mind. Did I deserve her because I can’t give her gifts at this time? I tried to refuse the gift but the only thing comes from her mouth dump them or takes them, I am not going to take that back.
We are in a relationship for more than a month now but I always try to impress her and make her feel happy. On new year eve, we planned to go to an old church which is situated which is 60 miles away from our place. We went there and in the whole drive she hugged me and we shared some awesome moments, we prayed together and light up candles for our happiness. We come back and it was new year night at midnight I called her on her phone and in the mean time we both are drunk separately with our friends. She was unable to pick the phone at that time that makes me upset and a bit angry but it because of noise she was not able to hear the phone.
She called back, I replied badly “I am calling you and you were busy with your friends” Jeff I am with my friends but it’s because of noise I am unable to hear the phone call and for your information, I called you to wish new year before my parents Annie replied. Jeff was speechless and tell her Annie I love you .. will you marry me? She asked “are you serious,” Jeff said yes I am and she said YES I will…
Hence our new year start but who know that happiness going to stay just for a week.
We keep meeting on a regular day from that long drive and try to give time to each other as she like my hobby and I like her without any hobby. From movies to cafe’ and bike without police interfering from now to waiting for her always at her place that was part of jeff life now.
Anni always look sizzling hot and cute although in humor she is almost a kid with the small thing makes her upset to anger for the bad things. I always try to make her happy but why I getting possessive for her alway makes me life bad. When she text I am with Robert he just comes to meet or in a call with him I was okay but that okay has many things inside it. But that okay has grief, sadness, pain and love for her.
23 November, things usually take the time to move good but in my case, it always makes quick and awesome turns in my life. I was checking her pic on her text messenger and text her “Stop making this sort of DP, okay otherwise I purpose you” I am waiting for your proposal 🙂 she replied.
Can I give you a call right now? jeff asked “yes she said”. As she said hello I asked her are you drunk? and she replied yes. Then we have a conversation for about 30 minutes and in that time I come to know life always play badly with every individual and she has already suffered a lot in her life till now because of love and due to which she afraid to come into love again. I tried to calm her down and told “I won’t leave you for sure if either you become my girlfriend or not. She asked are you sure about that you won’t leave me? Jeff replied Yes Baby 😉
Sunny day and humid condition Jeff is seating in the lawn of his rented house and with the sip of coffee enjoying the evening. Seating alone always makes thoughts come to his mind and he is again thinking about the same incident that winter morning in a short span of time changes all the things in his life.
November 9 a request pour into the facebook and he read the name, Annie and without hesitation, he accepts the request because she was her schoolmate and started talking to her sharing all the memories and revising the school time and then he come to know the Annie is living in the same area 62B street and amazing fact living in the same area from last 2 years both have not meet.
Jeff with all curiosity checks Annie’s facebook timeline and saw the sudden transformation of a school girl to a beauty and impact of modernization and that was really impressive as jeff trying to talk in a normal manner like an old schoolmate and got her contact number within 3 hours then he went for work but before that he ask her when you are coming back? we will meet ? she said I will be there after 15 days and yes of course 🙂
Working on the project but her image keeps coming inside his mind and reflecting the thoughts that god is hinting something by bringing an almost stranger to come in your life after almost 12 years or more. He moved that thought away and let her be friend don’t keep your head work for doing such thing which is impossible. Look at yourself, you don’t deserve her.